Jan 02, 2005 12:43
He screams at me like I'm the biggest screw up in the world as she just sits there and watches. Looking down at me like I am the scum of the earth. What did I do? I took my dad's car, which he gave me the key to just the night before, and went to dinner. He screams because I did not put gas back in the car, he screams because it was foggy out and I could've damaged his precious new car. I'm glad he cares more about his car than his daughter. I was back before curfew, I was not out drinking, doing drugs, or taking part in any other illegal things...I was out to dinner with my boyfriend. Just as I was beginning to think I might be able to forgive him for all the shit he has put me and my family through, the whole vicious cycle of hate has started once more. He wonders why I ignore him. Fuck it.