29 March 2017
Just very annoyed with myself, I'm tired of dealing with people, I'm tired of tolerating people.
The thing that sucks and drains the most is that pretty much the majority of jobs require to deal with people. I don't have the passion or funds to dump into a school for any degree. Although I am enrolled for an online institute program, I have high doubts that it will bring me far and the only reason why I do it because it is reasonable priced and I like to learn about care and maintenance of wild animals. With my post concussion syndrome and my desire to commit to my hobby of dogs, there is no work to accommodate my needs without making me sick or have no time to myself at all, very frustrated at the system and how sick I am. I pretty much have a break down almost everyday. My doctor wants me to work under 16 hours a week and then do literally nothing so I won't get sick. I'm about to lose it, how can I live if I am limited on my ability to work and I can't have a life. I have been job hunting and applying to jobs that I am not fully qualified hoping the risk might get me somewhere... I wish money wasn't a problem for me, but I feel this will be my problem for the rest of my life