growing up
do you know what sucks? when you start to feel old. i never thought that i'd see the day! i guess thats just something that happens to the best of us...
lately when we go to hess or other bars i always feel so old compared to most of the people there... but i guess i am turning 22 so a three year age gap can be a pretty big difference.
i was looking around my room the other day, and it was the first time that i felt like i had really "grown out of it." i have tons of posters and pictures from magazines on my wall still, and a big collage of pictures from highschool... but as i was looking at the pictures i realized that i only still talk to about two of the people in them. so i think that im going to take everything down, paint, and just put up a few frames and some modest mouse and postal service posters.
today i realized that this is the last time in my life where it will be acceptable to do nothing without being considered a bum. i start my summer job on may 23, after that its back to school for another year, and then i graduate and am forced to find a full-time job for the next 40 years. ive become such a sloth since school has ended and i love it! adam and i have been riding our bikes everyday, its so fun. we rode to mapleview without taking into account how far it actually is! im going to miss doing stupid things like that when im working everyday.
growing up is scary!
lately when we go to hess or other bars i always feel so old compared to most of the people there... but i guess i am turning 22 so a three year age gap can be a pretty big difference.
i was looking around my room the other day, and it was the first time that i felt like i had really "grown out of it." i have tons of posters and pictures from magazines on my wall still, and a big collage of pictures from highschool... but as i was looking at the pictures i realized that i only still talk to about two of the people in them. so i think that im going to take everything down, paint, and just put up a few frames and some modest mouse and postal service posters.
today i realized that this is the last time in my life where it will be acceptable to do nothing without being considered a bum. i start my summer job on may 23, after that its back to school for another year, and then i graduate and am forced to find a full-time job for the next 40 years. ive become such a sloth since school has ended and i love it! adam and i have been riding our bikes everyday, its so fun. we rode to mapleview without taking into account how far it actually is! im going to miss doing stupid things like that when im working everyday.
growing up is scary!