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so new years is tomorrow. we're going to adrift for the rockbox.. it should be okay. im not expecting much, since ive never really had a good new years. they started going downhill in grade 10 when i got thrown out of the hall by myself for drinking wine underage.
so im going to make the best of it. making the best of it means actually showing up. unlike my birthday party, which im sure everyone knows by now i didnt make it to because i was passed out in a stairwell. but i still had a wicked time after i had an epiphany and woke up, and mad props to emily and karl fuckin wojiechowski for making my night fun. i'd also like to thank whoever took the picture of me post-fight with the christmas tree, where i had an evergreen branch still hanging from my scarf.
everyone can check out the hilariousness here: http://public.fotki.com/annarb0rr/my_birthday/
theres 9 people left in my program at school. one of these 9 people is this girl who is incredibly lame. is wanting to be civil at school instead of engaging in stupid highschool drama really too much to ask? apparently it is. shes from like 3.5 hours from here, but she goes to school in toronto. i used to be friends with her, until she lost her mind. so anyways, shes dating this guy from here that i used to like. i knew all along that she was, but she didnt tell me, instead she took the incredibly mature approach of making her msn names about him. obviously, im not 13 so im not going to respond and be like "BIIIIIIIITCH" because i honestly could care less. i havent liked this particular guy since september. but this girl is so insane that she is convinced i am SO jealous, and that their relationship is eating away at me. so she made her msn name "NEW YEARS IN THE CREEK" and i was like oh brother. so i asked her about it, and she was all like "JEALOUS ARE WE" and i was like whaaaaaaat. and i proceeded to say, "im not mad that you guys are dating, i could care less. i just think its lame you couldnt tell me and just made really stupid msn names" and to this, she had the intelligent response of "you're not worth my time." this is when i officially gave up, and all hope of being grown up about this went out the window. so i blocked and deleted her, and she responded quite maturely by changing her msn name to "SOME PEOPLE ARE SO IMMATURE" which obviously, is not immature at all. so now im going to have to go to school, and watch her prance around thinking that i am so bothered by this. i dont understand how some people are... it really blows my mind.
ah well, i guess thats just how it goes.
xxxx
you know it kills me to see such a pretty girl so tired
you've got your mothers cheekbones and your fathers crooked smile
forget all those places that you've never really been
and all of those situations you somehow found yourself in
let your body sink into me like your favourite memory
like a line of poetry or a fuckin fit of honesty
i'll do my best to keep you, keep you sleepy as the south
with my old watch on your wrist and my thumbs inside your mouth
suck on my finger tips and until you kill all my prints
so your boyfriend has no clue of how much ive been touching you
my problem with me is my problem with you
it doesnt take much for me to come unglued
i put my headphones on and hear your favourite songs
and it kills me to know that this wont be one of them
you know it saves me to think that even for alittle while
i own the set of shoulders that you came to rely on
like in that movie theatre when you whispered in my ear
"I almost didnt make it, this has been my hardest year"
your job is killing you faster than a cancer could
so now you're giving up just like they said you would
you've got that old map out now
and you've found the farthest town
you hope that if you're lucky this is where you'll settle down
i dont care where you move
i dont care if its far
all that i ask is that i know where you are
incase our timing is right
incase you need more from me
than a bit of advice
or a tongue full of sympathy
so im going to make the best of it. making the best of it means actually showing up. unlike my birthday party, which im sure everyone knows by now i didnt make it to because i was passed out in a stairwell. but i still had a wicked time after i had an epiphany and woke up, and mad props to emily and karl fuckin wojiechowski for making my night fun. i'd also like to thank whoever took the picture of me post-fight with the christmas tree, where i had an evergreen branch still hanging from my scarf.
everyone can check out the hilariousness here: http://public.fotki.com/annarb0rr/my_birthday/
theres 9 people left in my program at school. one of these 9 people is this girl who is incredibly lame. is wanting to be civil at school instead of engaging in stupid highschool drama really too much to ask? apparently it is. shes from like 3.5 hours from here, but she goes to school in toronto. i used to be friends with her, until she lost her mind. so anyways, shes dating this guy from here that i used to like. i knew all along that she was, but she didnt tell me, instead she took the incredibly mature approach of making her msn names about him. obviously, im not 13 so im not going to respond and be like "BIIIIIIIITCH" because i honestly could care less. i havent liked this particular guy since september. but this girl is so insane that she is convinced i am SO jealous, and that their relationship is eating away at me. so she made her msn name "NEW YEARS IN THE CREEK" and i was like oh brother. so i asked her about it, and she was all like "JEALOUS ARE WE" and i was like whaaaaaaat. and i proceeded to say, "im not mad that you guys are dating, i could care less. i just think its lame you couldnt tell me and just made really stupid msn names" and to this, she had the intelligent response of "you're not worth my time." this is when i officially gave up, and all hope of being grown up about this went out the window. so i blocked and deleted her, and she responded quite maturely by changing her msn name to "SOME PEOPLE ARE SO IMMATURE" which obviously, is not immature at all. so now im going to have to go to school, and watch her prance around thinking that i am so bothered by this. i dont understand how some people are... it really blows my mind.
ah well, i guess thats just how it goes.
xxxx
you know it kills me to see such a pretty girl so tired
you've got your mothers cheekbones and your fathers crooked smile
forget all those places that you've never really been
and all of those situations you somehow found yourself in
let your body sink into me like your favourite memory
like a line of poetry or a fuckin fit of honesty
i'll do my best to keep you, keep you sleepy as the south
with my old watch on your wrist and my thumbs inside your mouth
suck on my finger tips and until you kill all my prints
so your boyfriend has no clue of how much ive been touching you
my problem with me is my problem with you
it doesnt take much for me to come unglued
i put my headphones on and hear your favourite songs
and it kills me to know that this wont be one of them
you know it saves me to think that even for alittle while
i own the set of shoulders that you came to rely on
like in that movie theatre when you whispered in my ear
"I almost didnt make it, this has been my hardest year"
your job is killing you faster than a cancer could
so now you're giving up just like they said you would
you've got that old map out now
and you've found the farthest town
you hope that if you're lucky this is where you'll settle down
i dont care where you move
i dont care if its far
all that i ask is that i know where you are
incase our timing is right
incase you need more from me
than a bit of advice
or a tongue full of sympathy