true story
i have panic disorder.
found that out in the emergency room saturday night.
at least i get to carry a bottle of Valium around in my backpack.
doctor said there is probably some underlying depression that has taken over my brain and body, so I will probably need to see a psychiatrist and get on Prozac.
he said it happens a lot to smart people. haha thanks, doc.
i wish i was sick, so it would be easier to control.
i have to change my life now. i have to relax. i can't work as much. i gotta stop drinking caffeine. i gotta cut down on sugar. i'm not taking a full summer quarter. i'm not applying to pharmacy school in the fall.
i don't want to go to the hospital again.
i just wish it were spring.
found that out in the emergency room saturday night.
at least i get to carry a bottle of Valium around in my backpack.
doctor said there is probably some underlying depression that has taken over my brain and body, so I will probably need to see a psychiatrist and get on Prozac.
he said it happens a lot to smart people. haha thanks, doc.
i wish i was sick, so it would be easier to control.
i have to change my life now. i have to relax. i can't work as much. i gotta stop drinking caffeine. i gotta cut down on sugar. i'm not taking a full summer quarter. i'm not applying to pharmacy school in the fall.
i don't want to go to the hospital again.
i just wish it were spring.