I finally did it, and I couldn't be prouder of myself!
As some of you know, after Davis and I broke up, I didn't have the heart to get rid of the box (clothes, pictures, cards, etc), let alone open it. I've been gradually packing and bringing things to my new apartment. I have most of the small things packed and moved, and that box was one of the last things that wasn't a non-essential have to keep with me until May, or furniture. I've been really scared to open it, afraid of old feelings coming back, but I didn't want to carry it with me. It's literally a physical manifestation of emotional baggage. When I opened the box, there was still a small sting, but I did it! I got rid of the pictures, cards, and a friend of mine, because I'm lazy and feel weird throwing away clothes, took the clothes to good will for me. I'll admit I'm still keeping a few things.
1. Giant hello kitty. It's really cute, soft, and I find either Daisy or myself falling asleep on it because it's so comfy.
2. Sweatshirt. It's warm, comfy, and I can't bring myself to spend money for stuff like sweatshirts, sweatpants, etc.
3. One picture. I like the frame, and I can't figure out how to open it.
When I was going through it, I opened one of the "letters" I wrote him. It was a good way for me to get the feelings out (pictured below). I still mean the last part. I wish him all the happiness in the world, will always be cheering for him, and I hope he finds a wonderful woman he loves more than life who will give him the big family he wants.
1. Giant hello kitty. It's really cute, soft, and I find either Daisy or myself falling asleep on it because it's so comfy.
2. Sweatshirt. It's warm, comfy, and I can't bring myself to spend money for stuff like sweatshirts, sweatpants, etc.
3. One picture. I like the frame, and I can't figure out how to open it.
When I was going through it, I opened one of the "letters" I wrote him. It was a good way for me to get the feelings out (pictured below). I still mean the last part. I wish him all the happiness in the world, will always be cheering for him, and I hope he finds a wonderful woman he loves more than life who will give him the big family he wants.
