recently...
I realized I AM alive. I never did the things i admired because everyone did them better...but I never tried... I have t be shitty at things before I develop skills at them...I'm excited for the future. but where is my future...I can't wait for may. Soon food, shelter, time, will be of no concern to me...a brand new mecca journey once again, cleansing of spirit and desire...but I'll be able to go back into classes when I'm ready?!?!....dear god, I'm the most spoiled person in existence...how better could I possibly have it?...sometime next fall I'll be settled and working so I can pay somewhat to my blessed benefits...my dream goal is wildlife photography...how did I not realize that before?
I FINALLY HAVE BALLS, MUHAHAHA
I wasn't ready for the world, now I think the world isn't ready for me
can't guard your walls from this color
I FINALLY HAVE BALLS, MUHAHAHA
I wasn't ready for the world, now I think the world isn't ready for me
can't guard your walls from this color