what the hell is wrong with me?!!?!
so lately I have been having really disturbing dreams. I have tried listening to all kinds of music (even listening to cri-cri songs!) reading, and staying up as late as I can surfing the web so I can somehow get other thoughts in my head before falling asleep.
It all started last thursday when I dreamt than an old friend kept giving me glasses of salt water to drink. All night long I was drinking glass after glass after glass of salt water and then it was time to wake up.
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Friday: The same friend offered me a glass of water and once again started drinking it... only I felt so sick from all the salt water I had been drinking the night before that I ran to the bathroom to throw up. My mouth started filling up with bubbles and I could feel them dripping down my chin and shirt...it was nasty! When I made it to the bathroom I inspected the sink, now covered in bubbles, because there were little eyes blinking at me! The bubbles had little tiny sperm-looking-like-fish inside of them and when I looked in the mirror I could see the fish in my mouth moving around which only made me throw up more. It seemed that the more and more I threw up the bigger the fish got till they turned neon blue and red..like Neon Tetras! I started to put my hand down my throat to scoop out the fishies and then I woke up.
THIS IS WHERE I START TO GO INSANE. I go over to a friends house and she tells me that dreaming of fish means you're pregnant and when I start to think about it OMFG I havent had my period this month and I cant remember if I had it last month? so I panic...Then we went to do our observations at the day care for a college class I'm taking and what do you know.... the toddlers room has a big fish tank FILLED WITH NEON TETRAS! When I came home I looked online for the meaning of fish in dreams and they say that they do in fact mean a possible pregnancy! I think that I freaked my self out so bad that the next day I had my period and I was able to breath again.
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Saturday: I dream of Juan Pablo, an old friend who I saw in Mexico when I went to visit. He's the guy I went to school with since I was one year old, he was one of my best childhood friends & he's a montessori teacher which is what Im working towards. His sister had been killed and she was floating in a bubble. I was in her bedroom painting the walls pink and painting a bunch of orange/red/purple dots on a white canvas. Juan Pablo walked in and told me to stop painting dots and his sister floated in front of the painting and shooed us away.
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Sunday: I pick up where I left off on the previous dream, we're running away from the dead girl in the bubble and we decide to go to a waterpark place...like Schlitterbahn! I am chasing Juan Pablo through the tunnels and he tells me we must meet at the end of the tunnel and go up the stairs because we're going to pierce our toes. I am trying to swim through the tunnel but there are body parts everywhere! But Juan Pablo was waiting for me to pierce our toes so I swam anyway. The guy who owns the piercing shop starts to mark the dots on my toes where the needle is going to go through until I ask him "why am I getting pierced? why my toes?" and then tell him to please excuse me, but I have gotten pierced so many times and hated it so I don't think I'll get my toes done today. But Thanks anyway :) I swim through the body parts to catch up with Juan Pablo but he tells me he has to go but that I have a date at noon with the guy who pierces toes, apparently he said he really wanted to drink coffee with me. As soon as I finished my coffee I woke up.
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Monday: Im in my old Montessori school with Juan Pablo. I spent the whole dream going through every classroom picking up thousands of pins (with yellow heads) one by one and Juan Pablo goes in to make sure that there are pastel-pink slippers forming a big circle. When I woke up my fingers actually hurt!
I never thought that dreams had real meanings.... but dreaming of the same people over and over....and dreaming of things I have never dremt of before is starting to creep the hell out of me :(
It all started last thursday when I dreamt than an old friend kept giving me glasses of salt water to drink. All night long I was drinking glass after glass after glass of salt water and then it was time to wake up.
.......
......
Friday: The same friend offered me a glass of water and once again started drinking it... only I felt so sick from all the salt water I had been drinking the night before that I ran to the bathroom to throw up. My mouth started filling up with bubbles and I could feel them dripping down my chin and shirt...it was nasty! When I made it to the bathroom I inspected the sink, now covered in bubbles, because there were little eyes blinking at me! The bubbles had little tiny sperm-looking-like-fish inside of them and when I looked in the mirror I could see the fish in my mouth moving around which only made me throw up more. It seemed that the more and more I threw up the bigger the fish got till they turned neon blue and red..like Neon Tetras! I started to put my hand down my throat to scoop out the fishies and then I woke up.
THIS IS WHERE I START TO GO INSANE. I go over to a friends house and she tells me that dreaming of fish means you're pregnant and when I start to think about it OMFG I havent had my period this month and I cant remember if I had it last month? so I panic...Then we went to do our observations at the day care for a college class I'm taking and what do you know.... the toddlers room has a big fish tank FILLED WITH NEON TETRAS! When I came home I looked online for the meaning of fish in dreams and they say that they do in fact mean a possible pregnancy! I think that I freaked my self out so bad that the next day I had my period and I was able to breath again.
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Saturday: I dream of Juan Pablo, an old friend who I saw in Mexico when I went to visit. He's the guy I went to school with since I was one year old, he was one of my best childhood friends & he's a montessori teacher which is what Im working towards. His sister had been killed and she was floating in a bubble. I was in her bedroom painting the walls pink and painting a bunch of orange/red/purple dots on a white canvas. Juan Pablo walked in and told me to stop painting dots and his sister floated in front of the painting and shooed us away.
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Sunday: I pick up where I left off on the previous dream, we're running away from the dead girl in the bubble and we decide to go to a waterpark place...like Schlitterbahn! I am chasing Juan Pablo through the tunnels and he tells me we must meet at the end of the tunnel and go up the stairs because we're going to pierce our toes. I am trying to swim through the tunnel but there are body parts everywhere! But Juan Pablo was waiting for me to pierce our toes so I swam anyway. The guy who owns the piercing shop starts to mark the dots on my toes where the needle is going to go through until I ask him "why am I getting pierced? why my toes?" and then tell him to please excuse me, but I have gotten pierced so many times and hated it so I don't think I'll get my toes done today. But Thanks anyway :) I swim through the body parts to catch up with Juan Pablo but he tells me he has to go but that I have a date at noon with the guy who pierces toes, apparently he said he really wanted to drink coffee with me. As soon as I finished my coffee I woke up.
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Monday: Im in my old Montessori school with Juan Pablo. I spent the whole dream going through every classroom picking up thousands of pins (with yellow heads) one by one and Juan Pablo goes in to make sure that there are pastel-pink slippers forming a big circle. When I woke up my fingers actually hurt!
I never thought that dreams had real meanings.... but dreaming of the same people over and over....and dreaming of things I have never dremt of before is starting to creep the hell out of me :(