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Sep 16, 2003 22:10

Life has been crazy lately. I'll try to start off small, and work up. I started dating Zac again, my ex-fiance`. Yeah. Shuddup. We're engaged again, but he's going to Iraq in about 3 weeks possibly, so yeah. I'm not getting married for awhile. Trust me. So we're back together. Marc and I are kaput. Tonight he pissed me off. On friday I went camping with Bethany and Jessica. It was a crazy night. Jessica swears she saw a snake, vultures were divebombing us, and we saw these bugs that didn't look real. Crazy. I know.
Saturday I stayed at Bethanys. We crashed as soon as we got home, but before we got home we were driving down 35th ave. by my old house, and it was all taped off, so i was curious to see if someone died, since I'm going to be a nurse. So I drove down Kyle's street, and there was a cab against a tree, and someone on the ground. With a plastic blue tarp over his body. He was dead. We knew he was dead before his own family was dead. 34 year old migrant who wanted a better life for his family. Was robbed for nothing. He just asked for their destination. He was shot several times, and suffered blows to the head. Crazy. *shakes head* Don't wanna talk about that anymore.
Sunday night Bethany, Lee, Pa, and I went to the Cardinals game. It was hot as hell, but some hella fine guys. We came home, and Bethany and Joe decided to "take a break". So now they are on a break.
We went homecoming shopping today. For her. She has this nice dress picked out, but her Pa didn't go get it. I think it was cute, and it wasn't slutty at all. *shrugs* Joe didn't approve. Tonight Marc and I got into it, because he was being shady as all hell. Some days he is super nice to me, and all over me. Other nights he's such a dick to me. Like tonight. He's all "don't touch me" "you can't have a drag from my ciggy" and then he gives it to Joe!! ARUGH! Fuck all you GUYS! Blah. Asses. Anyways... so Marc and I are fighting again. It was funny though. Kyle told us both to stop fuckin' with each other, and he shook his head, and Kyle was like "knock it the fuck off, i'm not playin'. She didn't do anything to you" It was great. I dunno. Tonight I just had enough. They got in my car like it was theres, and acted like they were going to take off. Both of them have the balls to do it too. All he does is string me along, and be all flirty with me one day, and a prick another. Fuck him. I'm done.
Saw Heather Saturday night. We didn't talk for more than 20 minutes. Her and Ron broke up, surprise surprise. He became controlling, which I told her he would. *shrugs* I hate him. That's all there is to it.
I still don't have a date to homecoming. Or Prom. I'm such a loser. There is this guy Dan at my skool that I'm crushing on. He's in my first and fourth hour. He has a nice ass jeep, he plays football, and he's a sweetie. Walks all macho like, which I hate.
Today my boobs look bigger. I really like that. It should happen more often. Yup.
Ok well I'm about to crash, so goodnight.
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