Damnit...

[annamichelle]

I don't know what to do about Travis. I decided last night to give up on Bobby, b/c it's just too difficult of a relationship/friendship to keep a secret, so we are just friends, and decided I wanted to be with Travis again. Then today, we got into a fight because I three wayed him to ask him a simple question and he got pissed because I didn't tell him Bobby was on the phone, so he hung up on me. Then we talked and everything was cool but then he said Fuck you to me and I told him never to say that to me, because it means the end of everything to me. So he hung up on me again, and I called back (as usual) and left a voicemail telling him to pick up his shit and I was through with him and I knew we weren't going to go back out anyway and he was just fucking with me. Then I called Amanda and she said she just talked to him to get my number and he said "I'm pissed at Michelle." So I called him after I got off the phone with Amanda and told him he didn't need to be telling everyone our business. And he was all pissy and said he was "sleeping" and got off the phone with me in a rush. GOD!!!! SOMETIMES I SWEAR TO GOD I WANNA SHOOT HIM AND OTHER TIMES I JUST CAN'T GET HIM OFF MY MIND.
WTF??????? Does he not realize what he does to me? Jesus.

Damnit... I feel tears coming on...