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Well... that is it. 13 years of school and it's down to a hour and a half. It's amazing. I think this will probably be my last journal entry. So I'd like to take this time to reflect.
I've been on this Livejournal since I was 9 years old. I've met so many people, experienced so many new things, seen so many things, and had friendships with a lot of people. I appreciate everything that everyone has ever taught me. I thank you each for teaching me something, because you all have.
Livejournal has been a wonderful experience. I've been able to vent, I've been able to scream, and I've been able to talk without having it talk back! My journal has been there when I felt like no one else was.
I feel like I've been on this rollercoaster my whole life. Now it feels like it's finally time to step of that coaster and make a life for myself. I wanna say thank you to a few people. Some people that have really helped me and been there, even if they don't know it.
Heather - girl.. me and you grew up together. It seems like just yesterday, you and Billy were in the backyard beatin' up on each other because you wanted to play wiffleball and Billy didn't want you to. *soft giggle* I remember walking up and down our street everyday, going to your house or my house to get away from our problems - whatever was happening - and you and me always had each other. I'm gonna miss you, girly. I love you.
Bubby - thank you for always bein' there for me. I never knew I could have a good friend like you at such a young age. Thank you. I love you.
Rob - Thank you for all your quirky comments. I love them. They always seemed to make me laugh. I've been reading your journal for a few years now, and I'm amazed at how much you've grown. You've experienced so much and been through so much and you are so young. I'm astonished. And I really admire you for not only your ambition, but also your integrity to do what is right. I remember you were goin' off about something The Tribune had wrote about gays. I called into the office, spoke to the head editor and let her know how I feel. You taught me to do that. Thank you.
Sam - No matter how far away you, your sister and I get - I'll always remember the good times we had. Remember that time we went to Sonic and we paid with the credit card that didn't work, and I took off? That was good times. I'll always remember that. Though your sister and I aren't friends anymore, I appreciate you guys not completely disowning me and talkin' shit and all that happy horse shit, like most girls our age do these days.
Mom and Dad - I know you'll never see this, but this is a journal for a reason. I love you so much for all that you've done. I know I haven't been the perfect kid and for that I'm sorry. I truly do appreciate all you have sacrificed and given up for me. I'l truly blessed to have the things I have. Thank you. I love you, mama no matter what you think.
Jason - My fiance`. Gosh... baby I do NOT know what I'd do without you. I'm so happy to have you in my life. I love you with all my heart and I cannot wait to begin our lives together. Thank you for all that you have taught me, given me, and blessed me with. I love you.
Everyone else, whether I've had an argument with you or not - this goes out to you. I'm sorry that sometimes I can be a little difficult, sometimes moody - okay, let's be straight up. I can be a bitch. I'm sorry to everyone for ever being a little too cocky, a little to rude. That is how I am, but I'm trying to change that. You can't be like that in real life, and I'm beginning to understand that.
I really hope people think I've changed, and grown up and matured. I've been trying. I don't feel that I'm the same person I was three years ago. I think I'm alittle more responsible and little more smarter.
I love you journal. Thank you for everything.
I've been on this Livejournal since I was 9 years old. I've met so many people, experienced so many new things, seen so many things, and had friendships with a lot of people. I appreciate everything that everyone has ever taught me. I thank you each for teaching me something, because you all have.
Livejournal has been a wonderful experience. I've been able to vent, I've been able to scream, and I've been able to talk without having it talk back! My journal has been there when I felt like no one else was.
I feel like I've been on this rollercoaster my whole life. Now it feels like it's finally time to step of that coaster and make a life for myself. I wanna say thank you to a few people. Some people that have really helped me and been there, even if they don't know it.
Heather - girl.. me and you grew up together. It seems like just yesterday, you and Billy were in the backyard beatin' up on each other because you wanted to play wiffleball and Billy didn't want you to. *soft giggle* I remember walking up and down our street everyday, going to your house or my house to get away from our problems - whatever was happening - and you and me always had each other. I'm gonna miss you, girly. I love you.
Bubby - thank you for always bein' there for me. I never knew I could have a good friend like you at such a young age. Thank you. I love you.
Rob - Thank you for all your quirky comments. I love them. They always seemed to make me laugh. I've been reading your journal for a few years now, and I'm amazed at how much you've grown. You've experienced so much and been through so much and you are so young. I'm astonished. And I really admire you for not only your ambition, but also your integrity to do what is right. I remember you were goin' off about something The Tribune had wrote about gays. I called into the office, spoke to the head editor and let her know how I feel. You taught me to do that. Thank you.
Sam - No matter how far away you, your sister and I get - I'll always remember the good times we had. Remember that time we went to Sonic and we paid with the credit card that didn't work, and I took off? That was good times. I'll always remember that. Though your sister and I aren't friends anymore, I appreciate you guys not completely disowning me and talkin' shit and all that happy horse shit, like most girls our age do these days.
Mom and Dad - I know you'll never see this, but this is a journal for a reason. I love you so much for all that you've done. I know I haven't been the perfect kid and for that I'm sorry. I truly do appreciate all you have sacrificed and given up for me. I'l truly blessed to have the things I have. Thank you. I love you, mama no matter what you think.
Jason - My fiance`. Gosh... baby I do NOT know what I'd do without you. I'm so happy to have you in my life. I love you with all my heart and I cannot wait to begin our lives together. Thank you for all that you have taught me, given me, and blessed me with. I love you.
Everyone else, whether I've had an argument with you or not - this goes out to you. I'm sorry that sometimes I can be a little difficult, sometimes moody - okay, let's be straight up. I can be a bitch. I'm sorry to everyone for ever being a little too cocky, a little to rude. That is how I am, but I'm trying to change that. You can't be like that in real life, and I'm beginning to understand that.
I really hope people think I've changed, and grown up and matured. I've been trying. I don't feel that I'm the same person I was three years ago. I think I'm alittle more responsible and little more smarter.
I love you journal. Thank you for everything.