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I don't think its gonna work out. I just see the hints here and there. Too many differences. But now I want a local boy and those are hard to find these days. Maybe Kevin can always be a good friend but the spark.. the convos.. the interests that hold a relationship together just aren't there. You can't force it. Ive tried. I'll let it go naturally. Maybe he sees it too. I hope he sees it too. I don't mind being single again. And its not about being with other guys. Its being more open. Enjoying more things I wanna do. I bring him to the things I like and he's a dead fish and I feel bad, like I dragged him into something. I can't look forward to date nights anymore.