Oct 27, 2006 01:21
feeling discouraged tonight. most of the time i manage to forget that my powers of interpersonal perception when it comes to the opposite sex are teh suck. right now is not most of the time.
maybe i've just been listening to too much wilco?
costume shopping tomorrow, because spending money i don't have is, of course, the best remedy for being lovelorn.
i'm trying to walk the line between not giving up hope and getting my hopes up too much that things might work out this time. i have to keep getting back up on the horse, right? i am determined that this will be the year. i'm almost twenty, this is my fourth year of college, and i think it's about damn time for me to have a relationship that passes the point of unrequited affection/actually qualifies as a relationship. please? i've been real patient, damn it. it's really getting quite ridiculous.
oh lord