Awww, look what I found!
Okay, so I found a really old journal entry from the end of last school year. Before I was dating Amps, but when we were constantly together. Here we go:
"Okay now I'm gonna be sappy and let it out that I cried today because, well, when your best friend looks you in the eye and tells you he loves you, it's special. I cried. I felt so much all at once. It was like excitement, extreme happiness, and love overflowing my veins all in the same emotional swoop. Hah. But at the same time, it was fear of letting him go when he goes to college...knowing that I won't get to hang out with him everyday like we've been doing. Also pain because I know we probably will never be in a relationship that's more than best friends. I love him, too."
Awww so I didn't think we'd ever actually date...but look at us now!! 10 months later, still happily treking along. Hahaha that entry was so happy...probably the best day of my life.
Okay, sorry guys. I know I made most of you want to punch me because I'm being sentimental. A person has to do that sometimes. My apologies.
Still can't wait to graduate.
Okayloveyoubye.
"Okay now I'm gonna be sappy and let it out that I cried today because, well, when your best friend looks you in the eye and tells you he loves you, it's special. I cried. I felt so much all at once. It was like excitement, extreme happiness, and love overflowing my veins all in the same emotional swoop. Hah. But at the same time, it was fear of letting him go when he goes to college...knowing that I won't get to hang out with him everyday like we've been doing. Also pain because I know we probably will never be in a relationship that's more than best friends. I love him, too."
Awww so I didn't think we'd ever actually date...but look at us now!! 10 months later, still happily treking along. Hahaha that entry was so happy...probably the best day of my life.
Okay, sorry guys. I know I made most of you want to punch me because I'm being sentimental. A person has to do that sometimes. My apologies.
Still can't wait to graduate.
Okayloveyoubye.