Oct 27, 2005 23:13
on ER this guy died cause his liver like exploded
and he was gonna hafta go through all this stuff 3 times a week to stay a live
there was a tube down his nose and he had like no chance of getting a liver becayse he was a drunk
and so he was liek dying from withdrawal and cirrosis of the liver. like bleeding and cyring in pain. thats how my grandmother died. she was only like 60. im like hysterical right now
i mean i didnt even know her...but like..my mom always says how horrible her mother was and how miserable it was growing up with an alcoholic as a mother..when she gets mad at me she says im just like her mother...but all i can think about is how painful it must have been for my mother to watch hers die like that.
he was like fading out and bleeding out the face and really young..and his kid didnt even wanna come see him cause he had pissed his life away..there was no chance for survival.
like my whole family jokes about how the family is/was drunks and everyones dead. but it's really not funny.