the jealous type

[annabelxlee9]

...i'm horribley jealous over nothing.
over nothing.
i get jealous too easily and im trying to keep cool about it and say that it's nothing but it bothers me when girls say 'love ya' to him and he says it back.
is it too much to ask him to stop?
errggh he can be friends with people and not say love ya
right?
or am i being controlling.
that's probably it.
i asked him if he could pick me up from my freinds house at like noon...
and he said he couldn't
so my mom got me
and i haven't been able to get ahold of him.

what's my problem?
i wanted to see him today.
i have to work from 4-10 and i wont be able to see him at all most likely.
and if he does want to hang out he wont want to do anything.
just sit at his house.
or mine
and wanna fool around.

i want just a little more.
i want to go to the mall with him like we used to.
i went to the mall yeasterday and spent nothing.
so it isn't like i want him to spend money.
i just wanna be somewhere with him other than either of our houses.

or pauls house

or marks house

or dylans house

or anas driveway.

oh by the way i got a job.