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chris...why does it have to be this way?
why can't you ferget about what happened and be with me again?
i miss you. it makes me sick when i think about you and realize im not with you. about all the beautiful moments we've shared together. we were happy. things got bad and.....we changed. you lied to me though. do you know how much this hurts? i've tried so hard to be everything you wanted and opposite all the ways i used to be and you lied to me. after all i've ever told you and every feeling i've poured onto you. i wanted you to be there when my mom picked me up from the football game. and on the way home when i was bauling my eyes out because of what you did. i wanted you to hear what my mother had to say about you, and how we couldn't believe this side of you existed. i never knew you could be like this. i wish you were there when i almost passed out on my sofa, that we were together on. i wanted you to be there when i was puking my heart out because it disgusted me to think of you and jill holding hands. how could you do that to me? how could you break me like that when you promised you wouldn't? you told me not to break yer heart and i didn't. i didn't even have to ask you not to. how did you change yer mind so fast? how? HOW COULD YOU COMPLETELY FERGET ABOUT EVERYTHING OF US AND HOLD THAT HER HAND?
do you kiss her at every stop sign?
how long were you planning on this chris? why did you lie to me about it? yer a completely different person. i don't even know you anymore...not at all.
do you sing iris to her? do you sing anything to her? do you love her?
does it make you sick to think about what you did to me? does it hurt you at all? DO YOU EVEN HAVE A HEART ANYMORE?! do you care about me at all?
''when everythings made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am''
remember that one? that was my favorite one.
why can't you ferget about what happened and be with me again?
i miss you. it makes me sick when i think about you and realize im not with you. about all the beautiful moments we've shared together. we were happy. things got bad and.....we changed. you lied to me though. do you know how much this hurts? i've tried so hard to be everything you wanted and opposite all the ways i used to be and you lied to me. after all i've ever told you and every feeling i've poured onto you. i wanted you to be there when my mom picked me up from the football game. and on the way home when i was bauling my eyes out because of what you did. i wanted you to hear what my mother had to say about you, and how we couldn't believe this side of you existed. i never knew you could be like this. i wish you were there when i almost passed out on my sofa, that we were together on. i wanted you to be there when i was puking my heart out because it disgusted me to think of you and jill holding hands. how could you do that to me? how could you break me like that when you promised you wouldn't? you told me not to break yer heart and i didn't. i didn't even have to ask you not to. how did you change yer mind so fast? how? HOW COULD YOU COMPLETELY FERGET ABOUT EVERYTHING OF US AND HOLD THAT HER HAND?
do you kiss her at every stop sign?
how long were you planning on this chris? why did you lie to me about it? yer a completely different person. i don't even know you anymore...not at all.
do you sing iris to her? do you sing anything to her? do you love her?
does it make you sick to think about what you did to me? does it hurt you at all? DO YOU EVEN HAVE A HEART ANYMORE?! do you care about me at all?
''when everythings made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am''
remember that one? that was my favorite one.