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So, Ive been having a lot of trouble with the whole being away from home thing, but one thing I always had was knowing that when I got home everything would be normal again. Now Im not so sure. What I dont understand is why one of my best friends is shutting me out. Im not an idiot, I know when something is wrong with someone I care about. I guess Ive been feeling cut out of their lives lately. It seems like Im always the one who doesnt get told things, and when I do its only because I reach for it and pretend I dont already know. I dont understand why Im being shut out but they still act like things are normal. Obviously if Im being left out of things, thats not normal. I dunno anymore. Im just confused about everything.
So rob is definitely going to main campus. He seems really happy. Im really happy that hes happy. But Im scared. Really scared. I cant lose him. If I lose him, the next step is losing my mind. Really scared.
So rob is definitely going to main campus. He seems really happy. Im really happy that hes happy. But Im scared. Really scared. I cant lose him. If I lose him, the next step is losing my mind. Really scared.