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ok, currently scared, nervous and kinda cranky. the only consolation is have a lollypop. yep, i love them. anyhoo, i have been to the dr last week and i need a minor surgical procedure. i have never had surgery or been in hospital. i have only ever visited and since i was 15 i've been terrified of the hospital. i only ever went because my mam escorted me there to insure i would actually attend my hospital appointments and not bolt from the waiting room or chicken out and avoid the hospital altogether. yep, i'm a scaredy cat. last time i was at the hospital i screamed, ran out crying and was found hours later wandering. yes, that terrified of hospitals. i know, i'm a drama queen and over dramatic, but i've tried and i just can't help it.
anyway on a lighter note, my cousins wedding was last month and it was lovely. so posh and there was even bubbles on the tables at the reception. yes i am easily entertained. i was adequately presentable even though i managed to drop a chocolate covered strawberry down the front of my dress. you really can't take me anywhere. i didn't fall in my shoes which had 2 1/2 inch heels, so i was very proud of myself. all in all i think i did very well and i didn't embarass my family! the rest of my family did though, but that was to be expected. we stayed overnight, the hotel was great and breakfast was delicious. and on the way to the wedding i was listening to rammstein on my ipod, coincidentally du hast was the last song i listened to, freaky isn't it.
i bought my first pumpkin of october yesterday, i'm going to make pumpkin soup. yay! the postie brought my birds eye polar bear yesterday. you know, the one in the freezer on the adverts. i love him. anyhoo, going to go wander round the internet til i find something fun.