It's been a week since I had to have you put to sleep. All I can say is I'm sorry baby girl. I'm sorry I didn't notice you weren't feeling well sooner, I'm sorry I didn't insist the vet give you anti biotics earlier, I'm sorry I made you walk all the way to the vet and back. I'm so sorry I let you down. I can only hope you know how much I loved you in the year you were with me.