Headache
I feel like Angel today - the episode where Cordy gets to choose to have the visions and be a demon or be normal and not have the visions. When he's in the room banging his head on the wall and crazily saying "My head doesn't hurt. No, my head doesn't hurt!" Yeah, that's how I feel right now and drugs aren't helping.
I'm also really annoyed by people in general. There's one woman I work with in particular that is just rubbing me the wrong way today. I can't put my finger on anything specific or exact but I really want to tell her to go fuck off and take her hoity toity attitude with her. But I won't, because I want to keep my job. Oh, and in what UNIVERSE is it okay for someone in a totally other department to charge things to a budget line without a) having any rights for that budget or b) checking with the people who DO have approval/responsibility for that budget? WTF????
If you've known about an event for oh... 3 months, why are you just bothering - the day before the event - to tell anyone you need help publicizing it? Um..... 3 months of notice??? And if the event is called something that references a particular building on campus - why are you using that title when the event is going to be in a whole other part of campus??? Why???
"When Lord When! When's gonna be my time!?!?!?!" - Holden McNeil
I have work I should be doing, however I don't want to.
In other news I'm doing a DITL (for an example see ditl) today. I don't participate in the community (too many stay at home moms which isn't bad but has no interest for me) but I like the idea so occasionally I do my own version and just post it in my journal. Besides, I like more explaination and like to get fancy with my pics more than the comm allows.
Last night at my second job was... well it was. Actually working is okay. I like my supervisor, he amuses me. My friend Shane was working as well so I wasn't lonely. The thing I don't like about going there is this one guy that works there. If it were ever to be said that I have a "type", he would be it. I often stray pretty damn far from my type, and I'm open-minded about people but I have a weakness for guys like him. Big (6'+; 230+lbs), blonde (like pale pale blonde, usually balding or close to it), and sortof an asshole. By that I mean overconfident, extroverted, loud, with an edge of potentially mean. I love men like that the way "fat kids love cake" so-to-speak. I mean they're bad for me, horrible for me even but I can NOT stay away from them. Of all my past boyfriends/unrequited crushes/hook ups - 3 that I can think of right now fit that bill, almost exactly. Absolutely none of the rest of my past relationships can be put into anything but the broadest of categories. I've dated big guys, small guys, tall guys, short guys, skinny guys, fat guys, black, white, asian guys.
Anyway - back to the subject at hand - big blonde 2nd job guy was in a good mood last night which always sortof sets me off. Like an antenae goes up and I'm like "Damn!". It's frustrating because I don't want to act on it - I feel certain it would end disasterously and it's wildly inappropriate at work (and I don't know him outside of work, that would really be asking for trouble). So I don't really like or appreciate when that awareness kicks up. It's inconvenient.
I should get back to work now. *le sigh* I have a ton more stuff to talk/think about thoough, maybe another post later.
I'm also really annoyed by people in general. There's one woman I work with in particular that is just rubbing me the wrong way today. I can't put my finger on anything specific or exact but I really want to tell her to go fuck off and take her hoity toity attitude with her. But I won't, because I want to keep my job. Oh, and in what UNIVERSE is it okay for someone in a totally other department to charge things to a budget line without a) having any rights for that budget or b) checking with the people who DO have approval/responsibility for that budget? WTF????
If you've known about an event for oh... 3 months, why are you just bothering - the day before the event - to tell anyone you need help publicizing it? Um..... 3 months of notice??? And if the event is called something that references a particular building on campus - why are you using that title when the event is going to be in a whole other part of campus??? Why???
"When Lord When! When's gonna be my time!?!?!?!" - Holden McNeil
I have work I should be doing, however I don't want to.
In other news I'm doing a DITL (for an example see ditl) today. I don't participate in the community (too many stay at home moms which isn't bad but has no interest for me) but I like the idea so occasionally I do my own version and just post it in my journal. Besides, I like more explaination and like to get fancy with my pics more than the comm allows.
Last night at my second job was... well it was. Actually working is okay. I like my supervisor, he amuses me. My friend Shane was working as well so I wasn't lonely. The thing I don't like about going there is this one guy that works there. If it were ever to be said that I have a "type", he would be it. I often stray pretty damn far from my type, and I'm open-minded about people but I have a weakness for guys like him. Big (6'+; 230+lbs), blonde (like pale pale blonde, usually balding or close to it), and sortof an asshole. By that I mean overconfident, extroverted, loud, with an edge of potentially mean. I love men like that the way "fat kids love cake" so-to-speak. I mean they're bad for me, horrible for me even but I can NOT stay away from them. Of all my past boyfriends/unrequited crushes/hook ups - 3 that I can think of right now fit that bill, almost exactly. Absolutely none of the rest of my past relationships can be put into anything but the broadest of categories. I've dated big guys, small guys, tall guys, short guys, skinny guys, fat guys, black, white, asian guys.
Anyway - back to the subject at hand - big blonde 2nd job guy was in a good mood last night which always sortof sets me off. Like an antenae goes up and I'm like "Damn!". It's frustrating because I don't want to act on it - I feel certain it would end disasterously and it's wildly inappropriate at work (and I don't know him outside of work, that would really be asking for trouble). So I don't really like or appreciate when that awareness kicks up. It's inconvenient.
I should get back to work now. *le sigh* I have a ton more stuff to talk/think about thoough, maybe another post later.