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Not too much to write. My house has been awkward lately. BJ has tons for mood swings. One minute he's my best friend and we both understand the others hardships, and the next minute he's pissed off at god knows what and shuts me out. Or he comes home and starts pounding on walls and doors and being an ass. It's not cool. Once again schools pretty challenging this semester. Chem 2, University Physics, Alg. and Abnormal Psych. I'm determined to get better grades then last semester. My GPA is down to 3.33. Which isn't too bad, 3.0 is a B average, but still, 3.5 is the lowest it should get. The Bryan thing is fine. I just like being alone a lot lately so I don't really have awhole lot of need for a boyfriend. He's a really great guy, I've never been with any guy who was so nice to me and so accommodating. And I like him being around, I just hope he doesn't take it too personally when I just wanna be by myself. But hey people need to be able to be happy by themselves.
In others news, I'm thinking about moving back to Cali. I have a nice condo waiting for me out there. Right in the middle of Valencia, which is a really nice neighborhood. I'm lucky my dad has this condo, otherwise I could never afford to live there. And I want to try to get into UCLA. Only thing holding me back is Gillien. BJ and I would have her six months on six months off till she started kindergarten. That's where we're at a stale mate. We both want her for school. And we both deserve her equally, so it's a huge conundrum. So I have to figure that out or stay here. It's just I'm happiest and can become more successful in Cali. but I'm not leaving me daughter behind. And BJ's real understanding about it all until he has a mood swing, and then he becomes an ass. Telling me he can't wait till I move and that I'm gonna steal his daughter. I would never do that, that's his kid too and he loves her, but damn if your gonna keep accusing me of such horribly things it makes me wish I was heartless and could do it. As for my duplex I've told BJ I won't sell it and he can stay here if he takes care of it. He'll have to find a roommate but it would be best for him. He's not gonna find rent anywhere as cheap as the duplex. Plus when I do sell itafter I get my down payment back I'll split the profit with him. So that's my life. Things are kinda up in the air. I'm hoping I make it to Cali. but who knows.
In others news, I'm thinking about moving back to Cali. I have a nice condo waiting for me out there. Right in the middle of Valencia, which is a really nice neighborhood. I'm lucky my dad has this condo, otherwise I could never afford to live there. And I want to try to get into UCLA. Only thing holding me back is Gillien. BJ and I would have her six months on six months off till she started kindergarten. That's where we're at a stale mate. We both want her for school. And we both deserve her equally, so it's a huge conundrum. So I have to figure that out or stay here. It's just I'm happiest and can become more successful in Cali. but I'm not leaving me daughter behind. And BJ's real understanding about it all until he has a mood swing, and then he becomes an ass. Telling me he can't wait till I move and that I'm gonna steal his daughter. I would never do that, that's his kid too and he loves her, but damn if your gonna keep accusing me of such horribly things it makes me wish I was heartless and could do it. As for my duplex I've told BJ I won't sell it and he can stay here if he takes care of it. He'll have to find a roommate but it would be best for him. He's not gonna find rent anywhere as cheap as the duplex. Plus when I do sell itafter I get my down payment back I'll split the profit with him. So that's my life. Things are kinda up in the air. I'm hoping I make it to Cali. but who knows.