I've become what I hate
I've been crying too much lately. I've been too depressed. I hate people like that. I always said I was stronger then that. I was in control, no guy would walk on me. Yeah and now I'm happy for like a minute and then all pouty and hurt, and wanna crawl in some dark hole and cry. Why am I so pathetic. It's gay, I wanna slap myself. But I can't talk myself out of it.