What I'd like.

Jun 01, 2005 20:02

I just feel so..wow. Bummed, worn out, passive..just blah.



I'd love to be artistic and able to express my feelings.

I'd love to be good-looking, and have really nice hair and a perfect smile. Not like..barbie smile.. just normal, girl-next door good-looking. There's a lot of good-looking guys out there, and I'd love it for some of them to go for a not-so-good-looking girl. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure some do somewhere.

I hate how people think they have it worse, and someone says, "Well people have it worse than you out there." Obviously they know that, and knowing that won't make their situation ANY better. Even if they are whiny bitches who really, do have it nice.

And I'd love to know why people that are different than you seem so luring. Like, I'd love to have this awseome collection of music and such..but I just don't. Guys that listen to some great music and have some great opinions and look nice always catch my attention. But it's like this..I'm just so ordinary that I can't find anything they'd like about me.

The only different thing about me is I like people no matter who they are, group their in, etc..and I listen to music but don't dress according to the genre. I like that about me. That is one thing I like about me.

I am such a "poser" or whatever from looking on the outside, but people don't know me and just assume that. I don't mind people assuming that, because I'd rather them not know who I am. It's weird. Anyways, the music I listen to doesn't define me, and I hate how some people think it does.

I'd love to actually know who I was.

My nose has this sort of..built up pressure in it? Idk. I ate a hotdog and chips today. I have a sick obsession and quite a few issues with food. I hate it so bad.

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