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well, my friends, i just don't know if i can keep this up. i started this livejournal to feel more connected to the very few people i know that use lj. But instead, i feel like i'm just neglecting you all. i'm sorry. i don't mean to dis you or ignore you or leave you out of the loop(not that the loop is an exciting place to be...). Maybe I'll just post a link to my xanga on here everytime i post something there. which is muchmuchmuchmuchmuchmuchmore often than here. i think that will have to do. i've tried, but i just can't give all my heart to lj. too much of it is reserved for xanga. i'm sorry. lj, i know this may sting, but you're so wonderful, I just know you'll find someone better than me. you deserve someone better than me. please don't think i enjoy this. It hurts to just leave you like this, but this relationship just isn't going anywhere. It wouldn't be fair to either of us to keep going when we're just wasting each other's time. Please understand. I'll keep in touch. Goodbye.