Oh, Insomnia, how I hate you so!
It's a quarter to six and I just wrote a song about dinosaurs. Ok, so its not really about dinosaurs, but its an underlying theme. And the title is gonna be something like "I'm glad they're extinct" or something. I think the insomnia is really getting to me. Maybe not physically, but mentally and emotionally. Mentally can be witnessed by the fact that i jst wrote a song called im glad theyre extinct...And emotionally, im just done. Depression and insomnia are a horrible combination. Sleep is a break from the inadequacy, from the pain, from the wishing for more. Without sleep all these things just pile up like tetris blocks until they've reached the ceiling and you lose. I hope im not close to losing. I hope i'm close to sleeping. But i fear thats not the case. I thought the whole insomnia thing was over after the summer and it pretty much was, until now. This kinda sucks. I just wanna sleep. Now....but i cant. I'm so tired, in every aspect of the word. Sleep. I want you. I love you. Why don't you love me? Why is unrequited love so painful?? And exhausting?? Im out. Of everything.