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I want to be back. I want to be back to 9th grade spirng break.
Im at the cabin. It is raining and I am on the picnic bench in the rain..
I have found that, that moment. Dancing in the rain.. was the best moment of my life
I had a girl who missed me, but didnt know
No phone...no car...nothing. It was simple.
I had close friends, wonderful friendships...no anger no pain
My family was happy, no death no troubles
I was happy to be alive. Full of hopes for what thew future would bring.
In love. So in love with a man who made me see beauty.
Thinking about what I would feel. Where I would be, at this very place I am right now.
A senior, ready to leave.
I have been wanting to know what this moment in my life would be like for so long.
IS the simple life the way to go, knowing the happiness of the past and how good it felt
Or a complex life filled with beautiful wonders as well as so much pain
Which one is living? Time not wasted?
right now...If you are not content, it makes no difference how many crazy things you do or see
How many people you meet, love hate and adventure with..
I would rather be that girl, dancing on a picnic table in the woods
Surrounded by hopes and dreams..friends and love.. then live a life filled with things that just didnt seem to make a difference...
When you come and sit
When you come home..and your afriad to sleep
Afriad to wake up to a new day, if you dont know what your going to be doing.
Back and forth...needing people
Needing to leave the house.
Needing to always run....just fucking run..get away
"Its a hard world Jim
shut up."
Im at the cabin. It is raining and I am on the picnic bench in the rain..
I have found that, that moment. Dancing in the rain.. was the best moment of my life
I had a girl who missed me, but didnt know
No phone...no car...nothing. It was simple.
I had close friends, wonderful friendships...no anger no pain
My family was happy, no death no troubles
I was happy to be alive. Full of hopes for what thew future would bring.
In love. So in love with a man who made me see beauty.
Thinking about what I would feel. Where I would be, at this very place I am right now.
A senior, ready to leave.
I have been wanting to know what this moment in my life would be like for so long.
IS the simple life the way to go, knowing the happiness of the past and how good it felt
Or a complex life filled with beautiful wonders as well as so much pain
Which one is living? Time not wasted?
right now...If you are not content, it makes no difference how many crazy things you do or see
How many people you meet, love hate and adventure with..
I would rather be that girl, dancing on a picnic table in the woods
Surrounded by hopes and dreams..friends and love.. then live a life filled with things that just didnt seem to make a difference...
When you come and sit
When you come home..and your afriad to sleep
Afriad to wake up to a new day, if you dont know what your going to be doing.
Back and forth...needing people
Needing to leave the house.
Needing to always run....just fucking run..get away
"Its a hard world Jim
shut up."