trying to get back in the circle...
and failing miserably.
i'll just face it. i am out of the loop. i only have myself to blame for this.
i use being at school so far away as an excuse, but its really not. i'd also like to use the 'i'm so busy at school excuse,' which is true; however, i am sure that many of you were as busy if not busier than me, so that one doesnt fly either.
i guess i just really hate talking online and on the telephone. many extreme miscommunications have negatively efffected a certain realtionship of mine that way, so i guess i avoid at all costs.
a facebook message here, or random im there do no good i suppose.
it also doesnt help that my phone number had to be switched half way through the year, so now when i do call, no one has any clue who it is.
this is not a pity entry! it is a belated attempt at an apology. i'm really sorry.
this prompted by a 'revalation dream' in which i went flashed back to mainland (we all had to re-do our senior year after our freshman uyear of college ended) and no one remebered me and i sat by myself at lunch.
gotta love it when your dreams kick you in the ass.
i'll just face it. i am out of the loop. i only have myself to blame for this.
i use being at school so far away as an excuse, but its really not. i'd also like to use the 'i'm so busy at school excuse,' which is true; however, i am sure that many of you were as busy if not busier than me, so that one doesnt fly either.
i guess i just really hate talking online and on the telephone. many extreme miscommunications have negatively efffected a certain realtionship of mine that way, so i guess i avoid at all costs.
a facebook message here, or random im there do no good i suppose.
it also doesnt help that my phone number had to be switched half way through the year, so now when i do call, no one has any clue who it is.
this is not a pity entry! it is a belated attempt at an apology. i'm really sorry.
this prompted by a 'revalation dream' in which i went flashed back to mainland (we all had to re-do our senior year after our freshman uyear of college ended) and no one remebered me and i sat by myself at lunch.
gotta love it when your dreams kick you in the ass.