Nostalgia... again
Are you going to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there
For once she was a true love of mine
I really don't have any time to update, but whatever, I'm updating anyways.
The reason I'm updating is to say that... I really miss our old friend group. I mean, yeah, it definitely sucked at times, but we were SO carefree. We sat around fires and sang Simon and Garfunkel songs, for goodness sake! All I remember is the intense warmth we all shared at our high points. I mean, yes, we were losers and we did nothing, but we LIKED it. And even if we had our problems, I miss hanging out with everybody. And the sad thing is, though, I know it could absolutely never work anymore because we're all so different. Like, I'm going not going out with Andrew anymore but with this junior who isn't friends with any of our friends, Carla is going out with JULIE and is friends with all these people I don't even know, and Andrew, Tommy and Liam barely hang out at all. I assume. And then there's Andrew, who is friends with all these other random guys like Jeff Cahill and is going out with Ivvy. Not that any of this is bad, but, I mean, it might be weird if we all got together again and were like, "Let's go on a hike!"
I just miss talking to everyone. I didn't even know Leland was missing from school until Liz told me. I said the first words that I've said to Andrew in six months today. I'm SUCH A LOSER. I actually talked to Liam today, too. I saw Tommy, who I never ever see. I'm so aware of these things right now because I'm realizing how pathetic we've all gotten. What the hell happened? It's so messed up. We used to be BEST FRIENDS. I've never really thought about how stupid this whole thing was.
At the same time that I think getting together would be weird, I also can imagine it being exactly the same. I mean, we're all really the same people on the insides. People don't really change, they can't change, in six months, not too much at least. Can we please have a reunion? I miss everything.
I guess people always want what they can't have. When I had it, I was unhappy. Now that I don't, I just feel sort of...empty.
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there
For once she was a true love of mine
I really don't have any time to update, but whatever, I'm updating anyways.
The reason I'm updating is to say that... I really miss our old friend group. I mean, yeah, it definitely sucked at times, but we were SO carefree. We sat around fires and sang Simon and Garfunkel songs, for goodness sake! All I remember is the intense warmth we all shared at our high points. I mean, yes, we were losers and we did nothing, but we LIKED it. And even if we had our problems, I miss hanging out with everybody. And the sad thing is, though, I know it could absolutely never work anymore because we're all so different. Like, I'm going not going out with Andrew anymore but with this junior who isn't friends with any of our friends, Carla is going out with JULIE and is friends with all these people I don't even know, and Andrew, Tommy and Liam barely hang out at all. I assume. And then there's Andrew, who is friends with all these other random guys like Jeff Cahill and is going out with Ivvy. Not that any of this is bad, but, I mean, it might be weird if we all got together again and were like, "Let's go on a hike!"
I just miss talking to everyone. I didn't even know Leland was missing from school until Liz told me. I said the first words that I've said to Andrew in six months today. I'm SUCH A LOSER. I actually talked to Liam today, too. I saw Tommy, who I never ever see. I'm so aware of these things right now because I'm realizing how pathetic we've all gotten. What the hell happened? It's so messed up. We used to be BEST FRIENDS. I've never really thought about how stupid this whole thing was.
At the same time that I think getting together would be weird, I also can imagine it being exactly the same. I mean, we're all really the same people on the insides. People don't really change, they can't change, in six months, not too much at least. Can we please have a reunion? I miss everything.
I guess people always want what they can't have. When I had it, I was unhappy. Now that I don't, I just feel sort of...empty.