*~* you don't know what you've got till it's gone *~*
Hey.
Well today has been really good.
I walked to the gyle with Ryan, it took us two hours but it was good fun.
I wanted to walk back but we couldn't cause Ryan had to be in at 6 so we had to get the bus.
I get the impression that Ryan doesn't want to walk with me anymore.
So I'll probably end up having to go on my own.
You can all call me sad and pathetic if you like but I am doing this because I want to be healthy, I am so sick and tired of sitting on this computer all day and night. It is such a waste of time and I hate it.
I miss going out and actually doing things.
I am trying my hardest to lose weight and I am really serious about it.
I need to find someone who is interested in the same sort of things as me cause I'm not allowed to go out walking alone, I would if it was safe. But it isn't.
You can all sigh and tell me that I don't need to lose weight and you can say that I'm doing it for attention or whatever. But I really don't give a damn.
I'm doing it because I want to, it's my body and it's up to me if I want to lose weight.
Ryan, I get the impression that you'd rather not walk with me anymore and if that's the case then can you please just be honest with me and tell me that...
So yeah...
I need to find someone who enjoys exercising everyday.
Cause seriously, I am through with sitting on this computer everyday.
I would love to be able to go out running, jogging, walking everyday.
But I don't think I have anyone to do that with anymore.
Because Ryan, I am seriously getting the impression that you hate it.
Pfft I dunno.
If anyone has any ideas to what I could do here please tell me.
It would be very much appreciated.
That's all for now.
Anna
xXx
Well today has been really good.
I walked to the gyle with Ryan, it took us two hours but it was good fun.
I wanted to walk back but we couldn't cause Ryan had to be in at 6 so we had to get the bus.
I get the impression that Ryan doesn't want to walk with me anymore.
So I'll probably end up having to go on my own.
You can all call me sad and pathetic if you like but I am doing this because I want to be healthy, I am so sick and tired of sitting on this computer all day and night. It is such a waste of time and I hate it.
I miss going out and actually doing things.
I am trying my hardest to lose weight and I am really serious about it.
I need to find someone who is interested in the same sort of things as me cause I'm not allowed to go out walking alone, I would if it was safe. But it isn't.
You can all sigh and tell me that I don't need to lose weight and you can say that I'm doing it for attention or whatever. But I really don't give a damn.
I'm doing it because I want to, it's my body and it's up to me if I want to lose weight.
Ryan, I get the impression that you'd rather not walk with me anymore and if that's the case then can you please just be honest with me and tell me that...
So yeah...
I need to find someone who enjoys exercising everyday.
Cause seriously, I am through with sitting on this computer everyday.
I would love to be able to go out running, jogging, walking everyday.
But I don't think I have anyone to do that with anymore.
Because Ryan, I am seriously getting the impression that you hate it.
Pfft I dunno.
If anyone has any ideas to what I could do here please tell me.
It would be very much appreciated.
That's all for now.
Anna
xXx