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I feel like i missing something, or something is wrong ...and i dont know what. like its me against the world, and no ones one my side. i'm paranoid that everyone doesnt' want to me with me, and doesn't want to talk to me, the only thing thats reassuring is that these kittens are surrounding me,and candice starting hysterically laughing at something i said today. i wish i could just lay in bed and listen to the rain, but i don't know if its still raining, and i don't know if i could do that with a clear mind anyway. Most of the time, i don't know where my thoughts come from, or what they're even about. My friend wrote me an e-mail and said that she didn't even have no idea what she was typing, and so many countless times i've felt that way, and i feel that way in my days now ...like i just don't know what i'm doing anymore. what am i waiting for? what am i searching for? I guess i'll just spend the rest of the night ...or my life ...thinking about it.
I said it was time to update, but there is no new news.
I said it was time to update, but there is no new news.