I'm stupid....no i'm really stupid
Ok, so i'm just going to make, yet another list of the top 20 things that are on my mind right now...
1) I really like Allison Loughman. I think she is just a really neat person :)
2) My sixteenth birthday is tomorrow, and i'm excited, but i'm not. It's like, when you were little your birthday was such a big deal, but now that i'm older, it's like whatever, just another day. (Though i am excited to hang with my friends)
3) I haven't played the guitar in a while, and i just did again today, which is a very good thing because my guitar is the love of life. It will never leave me, or hate me, or point out the million things that are wrong with me. It only talks to me and reflects my mood, whatever it is. I always know it will be waiting there for me under my bed, like a patient lover waiting to be held and touched...
4) I have made an executive decision to start a diary...like a real one that i can draw in doodle in, actually say people's name in, and just right whatever i feel like.
5) If i had to pick any object for a birthday present right now, it would be a camera.
6) I think i am excited for school, but i don't really know. I haven't figured out my true feelings toward it yet.
7) I am the world's biggest procrastinater...........EVER!!!!!
8) I am in love, and that's why i want to kill myself right now.
9) I wish i could look just 10 years into the future, just to find out if i will ever be loved.
10) I am blessed with the best friends in the world.
11) I love Gummi(frikin) Worms, Twizzlers, popcorn, apple juice, and homemade smoothies.
12) I sort of, half way, really kinda miss dancing, but i still wish that i couldn't do it so i would have a chance at a part.
13) I want to fly.
14) I want to get a tatoo just for the hack of it.
15) I hope i get Mr. Veal for AP Language.
16) I really really really love books......like a lot.
17) I love Shakespeare.
18) I will be sixteen years old in exactly 15 hours and 2 minutes. I'm really not as old and mature as i thought i was. I know nothing. I still have hopefully 64+ more years to live.
19) I cried today because i was watching Boy Meets World and they were playing the last episode, my favorite. I could write pages and pages right now about what it made me feel and think about, but i won't waste your time.
20) Screw that, I've already wasted your time. This is a really long list, i apologize for taking up so much room and i'm going to stop now. I have a date with the love of my life. (my guitar)
P.S. I have more song lyrics i really need to post, but i'll wait til tomorrow since i've already wasted a bunch of space.
1) I really like Allison Loughman. I think she is just a really neat person :)
2) My sixteenth birthday is tomorrow, and i'm excited, but i'm not. It's like, when you were little your birthday was such a big deal, but now that i'm older, it's like whatever, just another day. (Though i am excited to hang with my friends)
3) I haven't played the guitar in a while, and i just did again today, which is a very good thing because my guitar is the love of life. It will never leave me, or hate me, or point out the million things that are wrong with me. It only talks to me and reflects my mood, whatever it is. I always know it will be waiting there for me under my bed, like a patient lover waiting to be held and touched...
4) I have made an executive decision to start a diary...like a real one that i can draw in doodle in, actually say people's name in, and just right whatever i feel like.
5) If i had to pick any object for a birthday present right now, it would be a camera.
6) I think i am excited for school, but i don't really know. I haven't figured out my true feelings toward it yet.
7) I am the world's biggest procrastinater...........EVER!!!!!
8) I am in love, and that's why i want to kill myself right now.
9) I wish i could look just 10 years into the future, just to find out if i will ever be loved.
10) I am blessed with the best friends in the world.
11) I love Gummi(frikin) Worms, Twizzlers, popcorn, apple juice, and homemade smoothies.
12) I sort of, half way, really kinda miss dancing, but i still wish that i couldn't do it so i would have a chance at a part.
13) I want to fly.
14) I want to get a tatoo just for the hack of it.
15) I hope i get Mr. Veal for AP Language.
16) I really really really love books......like a lot.
17) I love Shakespeare.
18) I will be sixteen years old in exactly 15 hours and 2 minutes. I'm really not as old and mature as i thought i was. I know nothing. I still have hopefully 64+ more years to live.
19) I cried today because i was watching Boy Meets World and they were playing the last episode, my favorite. I could write pages and pages right now about what it made me feel and think about, but i won't waste your time.
20) Screw that, I've already wasted your time. This is a really long list, i apologize for taking up so much room and i'm going to stop now. I have a date with the love of my life. (my guitar)
P.S. I have more song lyrics i really need to post, but i'll wait til tomorrow since i've already wasted a bunch of space.