I'm quite tempted to shove that paintbrush into my eyesocket.
It would get me out of numerous deadlines, but that's not going to get me out of them forEVER. My head hurts. x_x
Why does growing up have to be so hard? There's all of this stuff I need to do, that I have yet to start on, and I hate that I always procrastinate.
(I now can see why some people kill themselves over the holidays. This is not meant as a joke.) But it is a fool's and coward's way out of things.
But god damn do I feel like a gutless idiot right now.
And I feel like changing my major; English is murdering me at the moment...
And this is just to remind myself (because I have actually been getting on here a lot lately...):
SCHOOL (Due):
**Book report (10th)
German Project (14th)
Chemis'tree' Project (14th)
ACT Studying (Test on 12th)
Not throwing myself off a cliff (Date unknown)
OTHER:
Christmas gift shopping/making
Job searching
Asking people what they want for Christmas
Maybe on the off chance I have time/remember, upload art shit to dA
Badger myself into working on the BR
Go over scholarship opportunities
DO some of the above
More to be added later.
TO BE DONE WITHIN THE MONTH, YOU DUMB PHUCK. D:
Why does growing up have to be so hard? There's all of this stuff I need to do, that I have yet to start on, and I hate that I always procrastinate.
(I now can see why some people kill themselves over the holidays. This is not meant as a joke.) But it is a fool's and coward's way out of things.
But god damn do I feel like a gutless idiot right now.
And I feel like changing my major; English is murdering me at the moment...
And this is just to remind myself (because I have actually been getting on here a lot lately...):
SCHOOL (Due):
**Book report (10th)
German Project (14th)
Chemis'tree' Project (14th)
ACT Studying (Test on 12th)
Not throwing myself off a cliff (Date unknown)
OTHER:
Christmas gift shopping/making
Job searching
Asking people what they want for Christmas
Maybe on the off chance I have time/remember, upload art shit to dA
Badger myself into working on the BR
Go over scholarship opportunities
DO some of the above
More to be added later.
TO BE DONE WITHIN THE MONTH, YOU DUMB PHUCK. D: