Nov 11, 2015 06:52
I woke up just now and it's all because of the song that played in my dream.
Tried googling it, tried on youtube but there's nothing of it.
All I know of it is that it's japanese (duh), the chorus starts/has a word "Akiramenai" which I constantly hear as "Akirenai dari" and that it played while I was kissing with...
I don't remember much of a dream...
I know I had to go somewhere (shool?) and it was a shitty weather. I got a call from a person which I previously agreed with to drive me off but didn't want anyone to see or hear that conversation. I ran out of the house (it wasn't raining out) and got into his car. We were.... friends, me and Damir.
He had a nice smile, charming face and looked at me with love but like in reality I knew in my dream that I was in a relationship but I felt jitters just by looking at the guy. He started driving and talking about the place he went to where he acidentally poured hot water on a young flower bed which was frozen stiff. The story was boring so my brain decided to switch to another type/story of the dream.
It was with Ao Haru Ride characters and I was looking through eyes of Futaba.
But we were at my house (in front of it) and three boys (2 + Kou) stopped in the middle of the street and started singing a piece of I don't know what song, attracting people who paid them.
Soon, it was night and the boys started counting money then got. One of them asked how much and the other two said it in japanese. They sat under the big walnut tree I have home which was out of leaves and I could see the sky behind it which was filling with fireworks like crazy. I ran from my house to the tree but slipped and fell on the ground (hoping that I didn't fall in what cats eat because I landed in that spot), wnating to see more of the fireworks. Boys all got around 20 (idk what... yen? dollars?), Kou got 24 (but I could see the coins which resemble yen).
Suddenly a song started playing just when me and Kou saw a shooting star. It had his picture (just a head & from the anime) following it so that it was HIS shooting star. He got the money and stopped on a small road, coming out to see the fireworks and the stars. Unknown music still played and I still cried.
In the dream I was thinking of how I can find the song on youtube because I never heard it before and it showed a thumbnail with AHR logo and lyrics on but I couldn't see the name of the song.
It was about love, it was sang in japanese and as soon as Futaba's star flew by (again with a head behind it) Kou and & (I'm aparently Futaba) hugged just in the moment when the song was about a hug and kissed just in the moment when it was about a kiss.
I got scared of my own arms as they could wrap themselves easily around Kou's back and pull him closer (I have long arms ;__; ), wrap around his shoulders and neck for us to kiss more.
And then it all stopped - the night, the fireworks, the stars, the kissing.
I was in the classroom and it was lunch break. I couldn't eat because depresion so Shuuko didn't want to eat either and then Makita too. Seeing Shuuko not eating, the rest of the girls in class didn't want to eat too so I (Futaba) took something that looked like a fry ball and separating it with my fingers made Shuuko say "Okay, I'll eat" which made the rest of the class eat too.
Why was I depressed there? Because I just cheated on my boyfriend with Kou and apparently did Futaba as we kissed to the unknown song I'm still trying to find on youtube.
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