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I guess you can't have the good without having the bad. Good news: We won our last home game EVER and my baby scored the winning touchdown! I'm so proud of him, and it was so exciting to win it! GO KNIGHTS! Bad news: This is really bad news, really really sad news. They put my dog to sleep last night. I got home from dance, and he started throwing up and shaking and he couldnt breath, I mean I know he was 12 but you still never see it comming. My dad left for ball, and so then my mom and brother and his gf took him to the emergency vet...and they said the best thing for him was to put him to sleep, so he would stop suffering. My mom called my dad, and my dad called me, and as soon as I hung up the phone I lost it, all alone, and I couldn't stop. Larry came over and helped though, he's so amazing, such an amazing friend. He brought be a pint of coffee ice cream, my favorite, and I just cried and did hw and then eventually I stopped cause he kept making me laugh. I didn't sleep much last night, and I lost it twice in the shower at 2am, and I lost it twice this morning, and once again before the game, but somehow I'll find a way to make it through. I Just feel like I lost a part of me, and it still hasent even registered yet, I still look around for him and wait for him to come sniff my butt...I miss him so much, my best friend, my brother....he was a huge part of my family. I love him so much, my murphy.
I wish for once I could have something really amazing, without something terrible happening too.
I miss you Murphy, I pray for you, and I'll never ever forget you, and I'll never stop crying for you.