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i have thought about calling you everyday. i k now you're mad, i dont really feel like you should be since i can think of a few times in the months that we've been apart where you have said the same thing. i know thats not the point at all though. like.... ugh. i mean i texted you and you didn't respond.... mo big deal maybe, but like i feel like you just want/need to stop talking. maybe i do too. i'm not sure. should i let you stay mad... so you can move on? maybe? i don't know. im scared that you're coming back to rochester. well maybe just scared of whats going to happen between us. how we'll act around eachother... if we'll be around eachother. anyway.