Jun 10, 2005 15:41
Last night...
I called Kiley's phone picked up and he picked up. I never wanted to talk to him AGAIN. But I did andI thought I was going to die. I was so unbelievably hurt by it. But I really can't tell why. Eh..Today would have been 2 months. But why am I still thinking of all of this? The night before last night I woke up and I was crying. So I was crying in my sleep. But I don't know why. I think it had to do with him. I really don't want to know though.
I doubt anything will happen between me and 'that boy'.
We don't really talk much so I doubt it would work.
With the whole Brian thing to everyone..I'm trusting my instinct. This will be a start of that.
I don't want Savis to be mad at me. Leslie...Not really friends with her so I don't know.
I honestly don't know what is going to happen with everything. I hope something good. But I highly doubt it because I have the worste luck ever.
This summer has been fun so far. Letting you know.
Bleh