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[anna44]

George just left my house. He never fails to amaze me. It's just so incredible how stongly I feel for him. I have just continued to fall for him and now i'm so deeply in love with him. I want to give him everything I possibly can. I mean I feel like I would do just about anything for him. (unless it's like illegal or completely goes against my morals). I don't have to worry about that though because we share the same beliefs and ideas. We agree on the important stuff. I mean we are very similar but there are differences and that is ok. I feel like it makes our relationship so much more interesting. I've never been able to just sit down and talk to someone the way I talk to him. I hang on every word he says, I care about everything that comes out of his mouth. When I ask him "what did you do today" or "how was your day" I really want to know, I really actually care. Everything that matters to him I care about. There are things I can't explain, indescribable emotions that can't be expressed or served justice with words. They're the kind you have to experiance and feel on your own. You can't ask someone how it feels, you can try your best to explain it but in the end you just get frustrated. I guess the only word for it is love... Sometimes love doesn't cut it. Love is used so loosely in today's society. I love him though, I truly just love the boy. There is nothing I can do about it, these feelings are here and here to stay. I'm not scared of it, I don't question it, I try my best not to worry, I just simply enjoy it. I just enjoy all the time that we share. I can honestly say that I feel blessed and I am certain that God has def. blessed me with him. He is so incredibly precious to me. I care about him tremendously. The more time we share together the more secure I feel. When I think about the future I see him. I have no idea what else is going to be there but I see him. When I think about the future between him and I it's nice. I like to think about it. I want it. I've never been like this before. It's a good thing.

sorry for the lovey dovey post.