Today was a bad one
I decided to stay inside today. Such a terrible anniversary, and such bleak weather we're having. The weatherman on the television tells me there will be a much greater chance of snow tomorrow then today, and he said yesterday that today wuld have a much greater chance of snow than that day. Its so very gloomy outside, almost as thugh the sunlight was an illusion, a mask the darkness is wearing, so that once i go out there, the night will unmask itself and reveal itself to me.
I wouldn't be able to deal with that, not now, maybe not ever.
My sister brought me a cup from Jack's on her lunch hour. She was complaining about a rude Japanese-American woman who works at the same school, but I just nodded as I sipped the hot drink. I can't even remember what the drink was, so soon after, as I was just coming down from another panic attack, having peeked out the windows too soon after sunrise. I hope everything is okay with the Lee family, with everyone in town silently mourning the anniversary of their loss.
I wouldn't be able to deal with that, not now, maybe not ever.
My sister brought me a cup from Jack's on her lunch hour. She was complaining about a rude Japanese-American woman who works at the same school, but I just nodded as I sipped the hot drink. I can't even remember what the drink was, so soon after, as I was just coming down from another panic attack, having peeked out the windows too soon after sunrise. I hope everything is okay with the Lee family, with everyone in town silently mourning the anniversary of their loss.