wow...
I am currently typing on a guy named 'Sparky's computer, in a coffee house in Nashville Tennessee. And yes, that's right, who is in tennessee? This guy.
I went out last night and saw Dresden Dolls at Big Boys Q'N. Had a great time. I got drunk with friends, and ended up making out with Jason Sereno. If anybody doen't know, he is a known musician in Carbondale.
And after that I started crying again. I cried for thirty minutes in my friend Alena's car...crying about boys again. After I promised myself that I wouldn't cry anymore.
And then I came home at 2:00am, drunk...and passed out in bed.
I woke up this morning with a hangover and a huge urge to get away from Carbondale, from boys, from all this shitt.
And then something happened this morning.
Debbie said that she needed to go home because her dog was going to be put to sleep, and she wanted to say goodbye to him. I understood completely. This happened to my dog two weeks ago, and I wasn't there...but she should be. It was my redeeming chance. "I'll take you home," I said.
And that was that. We left Carbondale at around 3:30, and arrived here in Nashville at arouned 7:30. Her mom made Baked Ziti, which was delicious, and we were so hungry. Right now we are at "Cafe Coco", with some of Debbies' friends. And I feel like I fit in but I don't. Because I don't know these people, but I feel like I could get to know them. I feel like I could stay here in Tennessee for awhile and fit in. Create a life away from SIU.
But we are leaving tomorrow morning so that I cam make it to my 11 class on time.
All of this for a dog. We are crazy. And Random.
Last night I was telling people that I w ant to do as much as I can before ITB rehearsals start...but I never thought that i would travel two states away. wow.
just wow.
I want to give a shout out to everyone involved in Journey's tonight. Break a leg.
I went out last night and saw Dresden Dolls at Big Boys Q'N. Had a great time. I got drunk with friends, and ended up making out with Jason Sereno. If anybody doen't know, he is a known musician in Carbondale.
And after that I started crying again. I cried for thirty minutes in my friend Alena's car...crying about boys again. After I promised myself that I wouldn't cry anymore.
And then I came home at 2:00am, drunk...and passed out in bed.
I woke up this morning with a hangover and a huge urge to get away from Carbondale, from boys, from all this shitt.
And then something happened this morning.
Debbie said that she needed to go home because her dog was going to be put to sleep, and she wanted to say goodbye to him. I understood completely. This happened to my dog two weeks ago, and I wasn't there...but she should be. It was my redeeming chance. "I'll take you home," I said.
And that was that. We left Carbondale at around 3:30, and arrived here in Nashville at arouned 7:30. Her mom made Baked Ziti, which was delicious, and we were so hungry. Right now we are at "Cafe Coco", with some of Debbies' friends. And I feel like I fit in but I don't. Because I don't know these people, but I feel like I could get to know them. I feel like I could stay here in Tennessee for awhile and fit in. Create a life away from SIU.
But we are leaving tomorrow morning so that I cam make it to my 11 class on time.
All of this for a dog. We are crazy. And Random.
Last night I was telling people that I w ant to do as much as I can before ITB rehearsals start...but I never thought that i would travel two states away. wow.
just wow.
I want to give a shout out to everyone involved in Journey's tonight. Break a leg.