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I guess that some memories never go away.
Tonight during rehearsal things were going great until Leo and Lucille sang their beautiful duet...All the Wasted Time.
I closed my eyes and remembered him. I remembered singing in his house, or sleeping in his bed, talking to him on the phone.
And sometimes I would do anything to hear that voice say, "Hey babe, whats going on." Or "you make me so happy".
And since then I have become a bit bitter with the whole relationship thing. With dating. With love.
My big argument used to be that what was the point of dating when people end up breaking up anyway. Yah, I know. Real Optimistic huh?
And then, I...I fell in love. And my thoughts changed. This could work. It will happen. There is hope.
And I tried to believe this. I tried to believe this even when I was unhappy with him. When I thought things weren't going to be 'happily ever after'.
Thus the ups and downs of college dating...
When I closed my eyes I could feel his arms around me. That was how strong these memories were.
Then the song was over, and I felt cold.
I know that I need to forget, and let go. Because it is for the better. It's history.
But tonight that song just brought all of these emotions and memories back...like a faucet.
I think I'm through with dating.
If I'm horney I'll get some.
If I don't want anybody...well goddamit I have hands.
And if I want to be in love again...
Love must come and find me.
Tonight during rehearsal things were going great until Leo and Lucille sang their beautiful duet...All the Wasted Time.
I closed my eyes and remembered him. I remembered singing in his house, or sleeping in his bed, talking to him on the phone.
And sometimes I would do anything to hear that voice say, "Hey babe, whats going on." Or "you make me so happy".
And since then I have become a bit bitter with the whole relationship thing. With dating. With love.
My big argument used to be that what was the point of dating when people end up breaking up anyway. Yah, I know. Real Optimistic huh?
And then, I...I fell in love. And my thoughts changed. This could work. It will happen. There is hope.
And I tried to believe this. I tried to believe this even when I was unhappy with him. When I thought things weren't going to be 'happily ever after'.
Thus the ups and downs of college dating...
When I closed my eyes I could feel his arms around me. That was how strong these memories were.
Then the song was over, and I felt cold.
I know that I need to forget, and let go. Because it is for the better. It's history.
But tonight that song just brought all of these emotions and memories back...like a faucet.
I think I'm through with dating.
If I'm horney I'll get some.
If I don't want anybody...well goddamit I have hands.
And if I want to be in love again...
Love must come and find me.