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Aug 06, 2010 10:43

 LJ question:

if you could pick anything to wear all summer what would it be?

ROMPERS!!!!!! i fucking love that this is the style now because its like you arent wearing any clothes. and im all about that basically.

I am so happy right now!!!!

Reasons why I am happy:

I finished a 7 week long summer session yesterday.
I am home and I get to see my crazy family everyday
Pretzel M & M's
I've been kicking it with fwends that I havent seen for a long period of time.
New friends and new fun
Memorable thursday nights for most of my summer.
I actually did alot of activities
I am actually loosing weight from doing insanity but taking a break from it to take advantage of tinas gym membership since its only for a month
Mark is taking 2 weeks off of work early to hang out with me
Disneyland?
Wicked?
I am playing in an all girls league.... SO different from co -ed intramurals. I actually have to touch the ball. hahaha
Im going to vegas in 2 weeks for natalias birthday
shopping shopping shopping

Things that dont make me happy:
This stupid ass bowl of oatmeal that doesn't taste good at all because I am trying to eat healthy.
I haven't gone to the beach as much as i would have liked to. maybe this will change since mark is not working now. 
my room is a mess.

when i look back at this list of things that dont add to my happiness i realized they are so small and insignificant. i always complain alot and i have been trying to remind myself in my head that I have nothing to complain about. I am way to blessed to be complaining about anything when there are people who dont have it as good as i do.

yeahhh this bowl of oatmeal sucks, but some people are eating out of the garbage can.
yeahh i dont have a new outfit to wear to go out tonight, but some homeless people dont even get to change their underwear everyday.
I've been going to catholic school for most of my life as well as church every sunday and if theres one thing that gets preached every year its to be thankful for what you have.  For example, don't be lazy to get up out of bed and walk somewhere, some people dont have the ability to use their legs.  Reminding my self about things like this really helps when I am complaining about something, although it might sound cliche and dumb.

Basically, I see all my friends growing up and having to pay for their own things rent, food, gas, clothes, furniture etc. I realized how spoiled I am. I don't use my money to pay for the gas in my car, i don't pay for my groceries or rent. My mom takes me shopping almost every other weekend. I am spoiled as fuck and I get whatever I ask for, I understand that. but I am fucking THANKFUL. I am constantly surrounded by people suffering from the effects of this stupid economy and I am just super super super super super super thankful for what I have and this is why I am working hard to get a good job. So hopefully in the future, I can take care of my parents just as well as they took care of me.

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