just thinking
today is going ok! I am soooo... tried i haven't fell asleep today. I didn't have my nap. Anyways.. benji and i talked along time last nite! I called him at the right time this time. we talked ~n~ he soo sweet. i don't know what to do friday, he said the movies but i don't know if anythang is good out! I haven't thought about it! it was fun in foods couple of us were yellin out the window to people who were playing like softball. It was me ryan j. jordan h. megan, and jsosh y., and devin n! It was so funny. i kinda can't wait till this saturday. I am sad cause i'll be away from benji, but i am not thinking about it too much. He said he wanted to take m shopping when i get back. I have no idea what to get. i have no idea. I love him too much. Everyone says i am lucky and they wish their boyfriends were like him. they said the only thing they would change about their relationship is the fighting. I am so glad that we don't fight. We only had one little fight. It really wasn't a fight. He just wouldn't talk to me. I hate that i can't stand it when people ignore me or they give me the cold shoulder. that is the worst thing to do. I am like really senstive when it comes to fights or if he gets mad or annoyed. I just to make him happy. I know that in the future it might get a little bumpier cause if you don't have fights or disagreements, then there's something wrong. Thats just what i have been told. I have 7 days left. Hells yeah. I am so ready to get of this bio....itch! Anways i wish i had a cell phone i have to get one when i start working again. i an't wait i miss all the people i worked with. I hope brad, dejuan, joe,jewls,af'rica,kristen, mainly i want to see jewls and bradand joe i the best best time with them. like we said What happens at work stays at work! A lil "inside" joke we have at the y! Can't wait to see the lkids too. Especially ainslie, jordan, jessica, and my lil buddy who says he wants me to marry him Jace. His the cutiest thang his like 8 or 7 now. His mom his the coolest shes like 33 and she worked with me. Ms.sherri. But i don't think she's there any more cause she's workin some place else that pays better than the y. you work at the y if you have bills to pay and have a kid. It doesn't pay that much. but anyways... i wonder what benji is doing. Probably workin like his lil ass off lol. i still love himm. Today is going by slow damn. Any ways i am going to go! Love ya'll. not as much as my babybenji! XOXOXOXOXOXObuh bye!muah!