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buh I've been mad depressed the past few days. There was this kid Taylor I ended up falling for. Not too hard, but enough to have butterflies and shit. Things were really good for awhile but we discussed having a no feelings policy for whatever reason. And that was fine for me, I'm good at bottling things up. Anyway, he just ignores me for weeks at a time then shows up when he's bored. It wouldn't be so bad if he was bored more often haha but just once every few weeks is not enough at all. There's this other kid, Jake. My friends very recent ex. He's on house arrest right now (hah classy I know, but not for anything serious). Anyway, he let me borrow his car Friday and then we hung out for awhile Saturday. He is incrediblyyy chill. I wouldn't do anything with him because of Meghan or whatever but it gave me hope in men. haha
I haven't eaten over 1,000 calories a day in forever but I haven't lost anything. I'm too lazy to count calories lately, I just kind of round stuff. I need to start counting again. I need the distraction.
My dog Lexi has been a great dog thus far. When we first got her we had some issues with biting and shit but they're taken care of and she's just been such a good dog. I've become reallly attached to her :) She makes my life better to say the least. Unconditional love from the cutest puppy face ever. I love her so much.
Okay I'm so tired. Night girls
<3
I haven't eaten over 1,000 calories a day in forever but I haven't lost anything. I'm too lazy to count calories lately, I just kind of round stuff. I need to start counting again. I need the distraction.
My dog Lexi has been a great dog thus far. When we first got her we had some issues with biting and shit but they're taken care of and she's just been such a good dog. I've become reallly attached to her :) She makes my life better to say the least. Unconditional love from the cutest puppy face ever. I love her so much.
Okay I'm so tired. Night girls
<3