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I've been really horrible... really. But I weighed myself yesterday and I've only gained 3 lbs (REALLY good considering how bad my like 2 weeks binge has been. I'm seriously disgusting). Today I was going to fast but I got called into work and it's near impossible to fast there. I work at a gas station making subs and pizzas. I have to be on my feet for 8 hours a day and we don't get/have time for a break or lunch. Which is awesome. Also unlimited water. But it's hard to not constantly think about food when there is food everywhereeeeee. I end up not eating at work but then giving in when I get home because I live at home now and my dad stocks the house with sooo much junk food. All my favorites of course. But today has been good. I nibbled on three steak fries today at work. Then I had a 100c salad when I came home. Then before I realized I was full I invented 150c "chicken parm" and inhaled that hah. I'll post the recipe when I get done rambling. haha
Life has been okay. I'm kind of sleepy haha And I have to go into the studio in a half hour. Buh. My solo is coming really good though :) I'm dancing to Foolish Games but its a live acoustic version with Melissa Ethridge and Jewel. Mmmm. It's so good and raw which is why I'm in love with it. haha I want to just wear a sports bra, my ABT shorts, and a shirt of Joes. BUTTT since I've only succeeded in gaining weight I'm going to have to wear a tank top or something. Well I still have three weeks... but I don't know.
I started realizing I'm moderately accomplished. Like I have a kind of talent in dance, I'm bilingual, I'm a pre-med student.. I don't know. I'm just pretty content with myself these days. haha
Okay I have played Foolish Games 4 times consecutively. I need to go dance. haha
150c chicken parm!!
Soy Chicken Patty -110c
1/4 cup tomato sauce- 40c
Parmesean cheese- like.. 5c? I don't know.. who counts shake cheese? Honestly. haha
Alright alright dance dance dance.
Love you girls!
Life has been okay. I'm kind of sleepy haha And I have to go into the studio in a half hour. Buh. My solo is coming really good though :) I'm dancing to Foolish Games but its a live acoustic version with Melissa Ethridge and Jewel. Mmmm. It's so good and raw which is why I'm in love with it. haha I want to just wear a sports bra, my ABT shorts, and a shirt of Joes. BUTTT since I've only succeeded in gaining weight I'm going to have to wear a tank top or something. Well I still have three weeks... but I don't know.
I started realizing I'm moderately accomplished. Like I have a kind of talent in dance, I'm bilingual, I'm a pre-med student.. I don't know. I'm just pretty content with myself these days. haha
Okay I have played Foolish Games 4 times consecutively. I need to go dance. haha
150c chicken parm!!
Soy Chicken Patty -110c
1/4 cup tomato sauce- 40c
Parmesean cheese- like.. 5c? I don't know.. who counts shake cheese? Honestly. haha
Alright alright dance dance dance.
Love you girls!