Apr 21, 2007 10:12
my eyes still hurt.i haven't got enough sleep because i always wake up in the middle of the night , crying and thinking about raffy.. i wish everything would be ok.. it's been three weeks.. he's moved on.. i'm still here.. missing him.. loving him and God knows how much this hurts.. i love him so much.. i wish i could hate him more.. but even hatred is gone.. i'm left with pain and sadness. why can't people stay where they are?