*sigh*
Thank Goodness from Wicked
'Cause getting your dreams
It's strange, but it seems
A little - well - complicated
There's a kind of a sort of : cost
There's a couple of things get: lost
There are bridges you cross
You didn't know you crossed
Until you've crossed
And if that joy, that thrill
Doesn't thrill you like you think it will
Still -
With this perfect finale
The cheers and ballyhoo
Who
Wouldn't be happier?
So I couldn't be happier
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true
Well, isn't it?
Happy is what happens
When your dreams come true!
That pretty much sums up my night.especailly...
"Getting your dreams, its strange but it seems, a little--well--complicated."
What I've thought I wanted since junior year of high school has finally happened. Noah asked me to go out with him so shouldn't I be super happy? Why does it feel so wrong? I have really liked him since junior year, and him me since freshman year. He admitted he's thought of asking me out like 15 times but always talks himself out of it because hes afraid of losing me as a friend. I guess something from that scared me.
He pretty much got me to spill my guts and tell him about how even with other guys he was on my mind and how his,"I'm not good enough for you." really hurt. I hated it, I hate actually saying it; that is stuff I try to keep hidden especially from him. I wanted this and now I have it but something feels so wrong. Is it just that I'm scared? Did I just think I wanted it? Was I wrong? How can I deny the feelings and manifestations like the first sentence of this paragraph? Don't get me Wrong I'm happy but something is just not how I expected.
*shrug* I'm highly confused and stuff but I am going to stop rambling now. I feel a bit better now that I got that all out. Help? Advice please, or help me make sense of this all. I really suck at this stuff. I'm fine when it comes to giving advice and helping friends out but I cant handle this myself; it's easier when I'm not really involved :-P
'Cause getting your dreams
It's strange, but it seems
A little - well - complicated
There's a kind of a sort of : cost
There's a couple of things get: lost
There are bridges you cross
You didn't know you crossed
Until you've crossed
And if that joy, that thrill
Doesn't thrill you like you think it will
Still -
With this perfect finale
The cheers and ballyhoo
Who
Wouldn't be happier?
So I couldn't be happier
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true
Well, isn't it?
Happy is what happens
When your dreams come true!
That pretty much sums up my night.especailly...
"Getting your dreams, its strange but it seems, a little--well--complicated."
What I've thought I wanted since junior year of high school has finally happened. Noah asked me to go out with him so shouldn't I be super happy? Why does it feel so wrong? I have really liked him since junior year, and him me since freshman year. He admitted he's thought of asking me out like 15 times but always talks himself out of it because hes afraid of losing me as a friend. I guess something from that scared me.
He pretty much got me to spill my guts and tell him about how even with other guys he was on my mind and how his,"I'm not good enough for you." really hurt. I hated it, I hate actually saying it; that is stuff I try to keep hidden especially from him. I wanted this and now I have it but something feels so wrong. Is it just that I'm scared? Did I just think I wanted it? Was I wrong? How can I deny the feelings and manifestations like the first sentence of this paragraph? Don't get me Wrong I'm happy but something is just not how I expected.
*shrug* I'm highly confused and stuff but I am going to stop rambling now. I feel a bit better now that I got that all out. Help? Advice please, or help me make sense of this all. I really suck at this stuff. I'm fine when it comes to giving advice and helping friends out but I cant handle this myself; it's easier when I'm not really involved :-P