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I am just trying to feel something ..something that would make me feel better,something that would make me happy..I am not telling you that I am not happy or I don't feel good but still...I know I am going to leave my life here in 20 days ,actually less than 20 days..and I don't know what kind of a life am I going to be back in turkey..yeah you say it is your own coountry you will be doing same things that you did before..NO I don't think so...cause I had a different life here ,I had really hard time and I had wonderful time!!!so I don't wanna leave my life here..I don't wanna start all over...I don't wanna leave Bary, I don't wanna leave Natalie...but I will leave ..very soon..so I apologise from everyone whom I met here....I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH