Workin Me Hard
Before I get into my post I would like to say:
Fuck the letter G. FUCK YOU G!!
Thank You.
Today, Wendesday, of whatever date the world has given today, is my only day off. Im not complaining. I seriously need the money.
My schedule:
Thurs. : 3-10
Fri : 4-10
Sat : 1:30-10
My boss loves me and wants me around all the time I guess. No lie though, Spencer's Gifts is fun work. I happen to love dressing up (sicko I know.), and I get to dress up until Halloween is over. Woo! I already know I want at least two wigs, cuz I dont feel like dying my hair right now.
Once again my Ma Dukes is threatenin me (watch me shake), and Im really tryin to give her the respect and all that crap that I dont feel she deserves, still tryin to help, cuz yeha, she gave birth to me. So in 7 months, when I turn 18, I have to be out of the house, otherwise shell get the cops to throw me out, just for her own enjoyment. Shes already tried, but they cant do anything because Im not a legal adult. Soooo....as soon as I am one, shes ready.
Fuck the fact that Im back in school, fuck that I have a job, fuck that im not smokin and drinkin as much as I used to - basically not at all, fuck that Im being nicer to her and my sisters, fuck that I clean the house and actually do my chores, fuck that you come home when I tell you to. Fuck You Leila. Doesnt matter. You still suck. No matter what.
So since there isnt anything I can do, Ill just move when she wants me out, and keep my head up the whole time. Im not gonna let me her stress me out, piss me off, or depress me. Not gonna happen. Ill do good in school and live with my Valhery, and continue on with my life. Eventually I will get my sisters cuz I know that as soon as I leave they will be gettin in alllll kinds of trouble. all kinds. as soon as i get it all sorted out, ill take care of em. <3
South Miami here I come, Im ready for it. Ill move after, but this is my favorite option out of the ones available to me.
sweet bullet kisses.
strait to the dome piece.
Fuck the letter G. FUCK YOU G!!
Thank You.
Today, Wendesday, of whatever date the world has given today, is my only day off. Im not complaining. I seriously need the money.
My schedule:
Thurs. : 3-10
Fri : 4-10
Sat : 1:30-10
My boss loves me and wants me around all the time I guess. No lie though, Spencer's Gifts is fun work. I happen to love dressing up (sicko I know.), and I get to dress up until Halloween is over. Woo! I already know I want at least two wigs, cuz I dont feel like dying my hair right now.
Once again my Ma Dukes is threatenin me (watch me shake), and Im really tryin to give her the respect and all that crap that I dont feel she deserves, still tryin to help, cuz yeha, she gave birth to me. So in 7 months, when I turn 18, I have to be out of the house, otherwise shell get the cops to throw me out, just for her own enjoyment. Shes already tried, but they cant do anything because Im not a legal adult. Soooo....as soon as I am one, shes ready.
Fuck the fact that Im back in school, fuck that I have a job, fuck that im not smokin and drinkin as much as I used to - basically not at all, fuck that Im being nicer to her and my sisters, fuck that I clean the house and actually do my chores, fuck that you come home when I tell you to. Fuck You Leila. Doesnt matter. You still suck. No matter what.
So since there isnt anything I can do, Ill just move when she wants me out, and keep my head up the whole time. Im not gonna let me her stress me out, piss me off, or depress me. Not gonna happen. Ill do good in school and live with my Valhery, and continue on with my life. Eventually I will get my sisters cuz I know that as soon as I leave they will be gettin in alllll kinds of trouble. all kinds. as soon as i get it all sorted out, ill take care of em. <3
South Miami here I come, Im ready for it. Ill move after, but this is my favorite option out of the ones available to me.
sweet bullet kisses.
strait to the dome piece.