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So, I got my first paycheck and, instead of saving it like I should have, I hit the mall. Emi was so pissed that I spent more than I should have since it was my turn to do groceries. But, I mean, she barely eats anyway! She's a fucking health nut who gorges on lettuce and rodent pellets or whatever the hell she eats. I don't see the problem. Anyway, I bought some new outfits for school even though I spend most of the school day in my coffee house uniform. Which, reminds me, I hate my job. I know I always say this (about almost every job I have), but I feel really unfulfilled. Soooo, I noticed this reptile specialty shop on my walk home. It had just opened so I went in and applied! I think I have a good bit of experience.
On a personal note, I realize how utterly useless I feel sometimes. Like, what do I do that matters? I want something more, some purpose. I had that once, but it slipped away somewhere. And it's not like I need to matter to someone else, I want to matter to myself. I want to do something I can be proud of... look back with pride on something I accomplished.
On a personal note, I realize how utterly useless I feel sometimes. Like, what do I do that matters? I want something more, some purpose. I had that once, but it slipped away somewhere. And it's not like I need to matter to someone else, I want to matter to myself. I want to do something I can be proud of... look back with pride on something I accomplished.